warriorwitch
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Oct 28, 2009, 5:09 PM
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I am having "the" dream again. I say "the" because it has become first and foremost, beating down even the slightest "possibility" of having any other dream.
As before I am held completely still - but there are no ropes or chains on any part of my body - nothing to be seen - only "felt".
Sweat drenches me and my attention is focused upon the center of my being. The lifeforce deep within me is being expertly drawn out, and sucked up by the owner of those invisible hands.
Those - hands? I shiver as yet another orgasm rockets through me, my back arched till I think it will surely break ... to flop back down onto the bed? table? ground? ... I don't know. The hands are finished ... now it will be (oh please God! NO!) The Mouth.
I do not understand why I am victim to this kind of dream. I am a "Good" girl. I go to church, I have listened to my mother's warnings, and have let no one desecrate me. I am virginal. No man has ever touched me or ever will. I was to have become a "Bride of God" a Nun.
All that is ripped from my mind as I feel the "Mouth" close on my most private parts. The parts that I had prayed for God to take away! The ones my mother told me were shameful to have ... now I understand, as the Lips and Tongue of the "Mouth " manipulate and slide the velvet skin down there, back and forth, over and around the hard little lump of my ultimate betrayer!.
"Oh PLEASE! Oh please God, please make it STOP! ... I am shrieking in my dream: "I'll be good! I promise, I promise! but please make it stop!" But the only answer I get is from - IT? Oh God I do not know! ... I think it is - male? It tells me from "inside" my head, and yet all around too ... : "No, I will not stop! EVER! You are to spend eternity thusly! To feed me and only me!" I cum yet again.
I have fainted.
Blearily my eyes open, only to snap quickly shut against the bright morning sun, pouring through my bedroom window. I am inexplicably naked (I always put night clothes on before sleeping), and have what looks to be claw scratches on my breasts, belly, and legs, that are already fading; Mocking me.
That damned shrink wants to put me on medication, and asks me horrible questions about my father and mother; saying some bull crap about "repressed sexuality". To make matters worse, that creepy old man next door keeps blathering on about a vampire! Of all things! Ink ... anku? Oh what the heck was it? Oh! Incubus! That was it! Some sort of sexual vampire no less! Why, oh, WHY - is this happening to me!?
I swing my legs over the edge of the bed, and as I bend over to retrieve my very "proper" flannel nightgown from off the floor, a flood of disgusting fluid comes from between my thighs, to trickle down onto the sheet. I stare at it thinking, it will get me beaten again by my mother, when she finds it, for "doing" things to myself that only "bad" girls do. But telling her it wasn't me only makes her beat me harder. I am such a disappointment to her. This can't go on any longer. I am so frightened. Frightened because I am starting to ... to ... want ...
NO! Jumping up from the bed, and running to my desk, I grab up paper and pen. I write: "Dear Mother and Father ... I am so sorry ... please forgive me " I will shame you no more!" Then drag the desk chair into the middle of the room ... rip the window sash off the window, and tie a slip knot in the end of it.The other end goes around the light fixture I can barely reach, and tie it securely. As I place the loop with the slip knot over my head - I feel "hands" - slide down my naked side towards my crotch. I look, but there is only me in the room, standing on my desk chair ... And I am awake! And I want it! I want the fingers to do those things to me ...need ... "NO!" "FORGIVE ME! " I scream ...
Then - step off the chair - was that a sigh of regret I heard? vision fades to black ...
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Payback MAY be a bitch -- But I'm FATAL!
(This post was edited by warriorwitch on Oct 28, 2009, 5:13 PM)
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